{Underneath the Stars.

Saturday, January 31, 2009

i confess. i have hit an all time low for my math class.

i'm half motivated and i'm doing whatever work i need to do so that i can get a good grade. plus, for some reasons, my math group hasn't met up once to discuss our math project yet -- which is making me rather angsty. i hate being in this stage because i know i'm not doing my best -- and i had always enjoyed my math lessons till this semester.

it's pretty shitty if you ask me. :(

-; little lotte } @ 9:27 PM
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Thursday, January 29, 2009

posted!

back to boon lay garden pri sch!

-; little lotte } @ 5:48 PM
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Tuesday, January 27, 2009

i has two god-sisterssssssssssssss!

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Sunday, January 25, 2009

every year, this time, the house is in a mess. everyone is rushing around, cooking and preparing for the next few days.

as usual, i try to keep out of the way.

sometimes during times like this, i'm glad we haven't a household pet like a cat or a dog. it might just go wild with all the excitement. not forgetting, having people coming in and out of my home during this time would probably result in massive chaos on the animal's part. and did i mention? the treats and the sweets are probably vices and pure poison to their delicate digestive systems.

but having said that, having a pet isn't THAT bad anyway.

at least daddy can have some company while everyone is busy (cooking, preparing, playing games -- not me by the way, and finishing work). hm... maybe i should drop by spca or cws to see if there is a kitten i can bring home one of these days.

-; little lotte } @ 2:57 PM
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Saturday, January 24, 2009

my boy is in london ^^

i think i must be mad to feel so happy (and it has nothing to do with CNY). maybe it's just the agony of pinning for someone and then hearing from him. believe me, ming pin got a earful of crap... and he isn't the only one.

and yes. let me declare:

i love my boy and i'm feeling ridiculously happy!

-; little lotte } @ 6:00 PM
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Friday, January 23, 2009

i found a new poison.

DOMO.

the spirte reminds me of ami in pirate king online. i remember how i used to chiong level on pko with kelvin. and not forgetting RO with cherie.

quick people. join me in my new poison. muahaha!

-; little lotte } @ 11:49 AM
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a little interesting thing i found online:

top 10 most useless body parts

i think no. 3 is funny.

3. Male nipples

This doesn’t need much of an explanation. Males don’t breastfeed, so nipples really aren’t needed. I guess they serve as decoration.

but my personal favourite is:

10. Plica semilunaris

Better known as your third eyelid, or maybe not, this organ in our bodies is just one of the many parts that we don’t need. If you pull up on each of your eyelids, the plica semilunaris will be exposed. This part of the eye is known to produce “sleep,” or that weird crust you have in your eyes when you wake up. Thank you plica semilunaris. How could we live without waking up with weird stuff in our eyes?

-; little lotte } @ 1:50 AM
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I ran my last show.

I'm going to miss the times in the playhouse, working on ideas and watching them take flight.

Looking back, my 4 years in NIE had been a fruitful one. Studying drama was one of the best choice I made.

-; little lotte } @ 12:28 AM
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Thursday, January 22, 2009

rocks

just because you are having problems with your relationship doesn't mean you come round and fling rocks at mine. it's stupid; you're going down, so you're going to take the world down too?

tsk tsk.

unfortunately the world doesn't work your way.

grow up my dear girl and take a look around.

-; little lotte } @ 12:15 AM
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Wednesday, January 21, 2009

it is one of those days when nothing goes your way.

i was late: late for music, late for dance. can't spin properly without falling over. and the bus had to stop at every blardy traffic light when i was already darn late. the bill came in the mail. red; final reminder.

at least dinner was good and i had my fav meiji crackers to cheer me up.

at least i had a good laugh with johnson and kyo and mmm... i forgot his name, while dancing a storm on the dance floor after my dance class.

at least i have some money in my pathetic savings so that i can clear that red bill before my line gets cut.

-; little lotte } @ 11:53 PM
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Tuesday, January 20, 2009

if i'm dying, i will make the best of my life.

-; little lotte } @ 12:25 PM
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Monday, January 19, 2009

Fly solo??

Granted that I'll be doing my first solo project out of my modules, I'm actually taking things rather easy. Since the line didn't stick, I'm probably going to improv rather extensively. After all, the crux of the story isn't what I said, rather, it is the entire flow of the story.

So yes. If you are attending Express Vol. 1 for both nights, you will probably come to that conclusion because it is highly probable that I will say different things although the storyline remains largely unchanged.

And if anyone is interested to know what I came up with, my answer is go, watch. Tues and Thurs -- you can spare the time, I'm sure.

And let me add a disclaimer. My story is nowhere near historical accuracy. I would say that a lot of it is based on my own imagination and construction.

On another note, I'm plain impressed with this head of mine. Tomorrow is the first night. I'm still relaxed, and crazy enough to entertain thoughts such as a lol-generator. I must be slapped. Yes.

-; little lotte } @ 10:34 PM
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aftermath of coffee... loads of coffeeeeeee

BWAHAHA. BWAHAHAHAHAHA.

-; little lotte } @ 4:15 PM
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Sunday, January 18, 2009

let's see what i did today:

1) sleep till noon. mom came in, turned of the aircon and told my second bro off. instead of answering, my second bro leaped out of bed and starting panicking because he was supposed to be at starbucks at 11am. made of winz, i swear.

2) lunch was a grand affair. all my fav food. i wiped out everything and that nearly included the plates.

3) raid storeroom for wicker basket to put the bouquets cheong hui gave me. mommy said i have enough to open shop; i told her i love those flowers so i'm not throwing any out. since we got into a lock about this, it was decided that i should unwrap the flowers and put them in a vase. i refused because i love the bouquets as they were. so in the end, my mom tasked me to do something about it. and hence the basket raid. found wicker basket. found my leg... i mean, that walker thing i had to wear when i fractured my leg.

4) read anchee min's the last empress and fell asleep around chapter 13. no, the book is interesting; i love it. i'm probably just too exhausted because i was up till 2am the night before trying to play some online game. plus wicker raiding is tiring. (mmm... ok, me is lazy.)

5) had dinner. yet another grand affair. this time i nearly devoured the table as well. not hungry actually -- just really love my mommy's cooking. :)

6) watch tv. -.-

i'm actually surprised at no. 6, considering i hardly watch tv in the first place. to me, it's a complete waste of time. but it was still rather nice -- spending time at home with my parents and then having my mommy tied my hair for me.

feels like old times.

and i know, these are small things i'm going to miss when i leave my home eventually to set up my own place. one day. someday.

-; little lotte } @ 11:22 PM
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Saturday, January 17, 2009

a little sketch i did for my performance.

i'm thinking of colouring it in but i suck at colouring. :X looks like it's time i get out some markers and start trying or i will never get it done.

Labels: art, drawing, peekture, theatre

-; little lotte } @ 6:30 PM
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none of my lines are sticking in my head.

great. just great.

looks like jess needs to improv on stage again. bleah.

-; little lotte } @ 1:37 AM
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Friday, January 16, 2009

i miss drawing.

oh yes. and yours truly was scatterbrained enough to leave home without her mobile. :X well, at least i got my lights completed. now to finish the scripts and things.

-; little lotte } @ 2:34 PM
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Thursday, January 15, 2009

today i breathe easy.

yes.

i can take on the world today.

-; little lotte } @ 2:56 PM
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Wednesday, January 14, 2009

too damn bloody hard

it's hard. it's darn hard for me to keep up these days.

i'm not swimming in my own world but i feel the want to break away from everything and everyone and have some private time of my own. i want to be selfish, to be without any care, to walk the way i want to, to do however i blardy wish. but life's not like that. the rules that preside in life now seems to choke me. and at the end of the day, life still goes on anyway. i can jolly well cry my eyes out and everyone is going to tell me to bite the damn bullet. and i probably will anyway -- once this rant is finished.

i'm tired. i'm sick of putting on that silly grin and that chirpy smile. school never felt more insane. if i thought last sem was bad with 7 or 8 damn modules crammed down my throat and that this sem will be a lot easier with 3 lousy modules, i was pretty damn wrong. but hey -- i shouldn't complain. everyone in the final year is doing the same thing. it's my last year in uni after all. should have seen that coming in the first place, yes?

i'm miserable. missing my boy is tough. keeping myself busy was a good way to keep myself distracted during this time while he's away. in fact, it was what i told him; he wouldn't want me to waste my time away anyway. but emotions are emotions -- they get the better of me sometimes.l i cannot stop myself from feeling what i feel. it's not easy for me to deal with it, especially right now when i feel like i want a shoulder to lean on. but i'm trying. i really am. i'm telling myself to be strong and not to be that clingy girlfriend who insists she must hear from him at least once a day.

and yes -- too many "i" for this darn entry. but i want to be selfish. i want to so that i can at least get through the day without feeling too sorry for myself.

Labels: (屮ﾟДﾟ)屮, angst, rants

-; little lotte } @ 11:40 PM
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Tuesday, January 13, 2009

smart me got lost and skipped today's english lesson.

i thank ms. shek for taking in this lost sheep (yours truly) for the last wk. now to a new class i go, and it's ms. claire's. she's one funny woman, as i remember.

-; little lotte } @ 4:41 PM
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it's a long time now.

i was maybe 17 or 18 when i first saw Le Fabuleux Destin d'Amélie Poulain.

-; little lotte } @ 11:50 AM
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Monday, January 12, 2009

apt

Your rainbow is intensely shaded violet, red, and green.

What is says about you: You are a creative person. You feel strong ties to nature and your mood changes with its cycles. Those around you admire your fresh outlook and vitality. You get bored easily and want friends who will keep up with you.

Find the colors of your rainbow at spacefem.com.

Labels: quiz

-; little lotte } @ 7:10 PM
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5 more mins

moment lingers and fades away.

when may comes we'll meet again.

Labels: love

-; little lotte } @ 5:22 PM
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Friday, January 9, 2009

i wonder if moe is dumping my stipend in.

lolita effectively finished off my savings but i still think they are worth every single cent i put into them.

Labels: (屮ﾟДﾟ)屮

-; little lotte } @ 2:17 PM
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Wednesday, January 7, 2009

my other nail broke.

that's two in a week. i think it's time i visit the manicurist to get them fix... and maybe keep shorter nails. i'm getting them caught while dancing, baking and playing the violin. :(

Labels: (屮ﾟДﾟ)屮

-; little lotte } @ 12:45 PM
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Tuesday, January 6, 2009

nothing beats new ideas and explorations of places.

i'm bitten by the travel bug.

my daddy's recounts of his travels were amazing.

i want to fulfill my childhood dreams of seeing the world. of visiting graves, hamlets, abbeys, lavender fields and learning about the histories of the places i have come to love in my literature.

-; little lotte } @ 1:27 AM
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a scan from 1987.

Labels: peekture

-; little lotte } @ 12:40 AM
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Sunday, January 4, 2009

i'm not ready for the new term.

Labels: (屮ﾟДﾟ)屮

-; little lotte } @ 2:51 PM
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Friday, January 2, 2009

hello 2009

so last year i wrote this entry on new year's day. in short i had wanted to do the following things:

1) Really, really work hard on dancesport (but first, I got to find a partner who's willing to go the distance with me, including the money part.)

2) Better myself in the theatre. :D (i.e. make Epiphany a success and then more!!)

3) Get my dive cert. Enough said - this one's been a long one!

4) Pick up violin, or viola.

5) one word: SAVE. Like, really save. For dance, for theatre, for diving, for music, for lolita, for Japan. For everything.

so let's do a review on things here.

1) i took up salsa -- found johnson as my dance partner. :)
2) i performed in celebrate drama and had a blast in my last performance.
3) i got my dive cert! in tioman. no less.
4) i picked up violin... but hardly practise!
5) i phail at saving. at this pt in time, i own less than 200$.

so for this year, here's my resolution:

1) get the advance cert for diving.
2) spend at least an hour a day on my violin
3) dance 2 times a week
4) have at least 5k$ by the end of the year.

-; little lotte } @ 3:44 PM
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