That pretty much sums up a trip to the bathroom. It doesn't matter whether it's to brush my teeth, wash my face, get some water for cotton pad so I can moist my toes, pee, shit, etc etc etc.

HAHAHA!

So I present to you, the un-vandalised cast, for now.



Took it on my phone, so the quality is teh bad. Heh.

I better get used to it these 3 weeks, drink more milk, and remember Marcus's advice. :D

Labels: foot, injury, photo

Ok, my bandaging skills are superb -- which explains why I could still walk.

Anyway, I got my x-ray report from the clinic this afternoon and my worst fears are realised. There was a tiny crack on my foot. Any bigger, I probably need surgery.

In short:

Jess fractured her foot by stepping on people's toes.

Sheesh.

How ridiculous is that?! No morons I know actually have that happening to them -- must be a first. Goes to show one thing -- I'm so full of surprises, I even surprise myself and all the logical rules around me. -.-

Went down to NUH to have the foot place in a cast. So my wonderful leg is going to be in a cast till 23 June. That's like my whole hols gone la. :( Can't go out, can't do anything. Damn sian. Anyway, I was damn lucky to have my mom taking some time off to take me down to the hospital. I had managed to get there on my own. But by the time I had my leg in the cast, I couldn't blardy do anything -- including going to the toilet!

Ah well.

Time for some good rest, I guess.

Labels: foot, injury

Day 3! I finally can move my toes! (which is a great improvement from Day 2 cos I seriously CANT even move.) 4 of my toes are bruised though... especially the last 3 with purple marks. :X

Movement is still impaired -- which frustrates me a lot. I'm still taking a damn long time to walk.

Going to get my x-ray report from the doc's tomorrow. Hopefully, it's not a fracture, but better safe than sorry. As Naz told me over msn, if it really was a fracture, I wouldn't have been able to walk to the doc and back on my own this afternoon.

Then again, it could be my superb bandaging skills

Need to pick up dress from dry cleaners too. And also tickets for play. :D Can't wait. I have no idea how I'm going to survive play and then coffee with Raina, but I will work something out.

Nothing is going to stop me from going to Bintan on Friday! :D

Labels: foot, injury, random, x-ray

Dear God,

Please let GRINDER-MAN happen for me. It's going to be terrific, working with new people, familiar faces, unfamiliar faces, with varying experiences.

:X

In the meantime, it's back to resting this dratted feet of mine. Hopefully, the swelling will go down by tomorrow, and everything will be ok.

Labels: esplanade, grinderman, random, stage, theatre

It haunts. It always do.

It came back to me... almost 20 years later. How I ran around the house asking for help, only to find that nobody bothers.

They never do anyway.

I remember running back to my mom's room. I remember hearing her crying in pain.

Why did this have to happen again?

Only this time it's my grandfather.

I feel nothing for him. But it pains me.

He's your husband for goodness's sake. Why can't you do something for him?

I'm scared I will grow up like this. They always say that. But I refused. This is not how I want my life to run.

If my mommy goes, I will go with her -- away from this cold house, away from this cold family who cares about no one but themselves.

Labels: random

i think i shouldn't have pushed my luck.

Labels: random

I speak for myself, and no one else.

On another note:

I NEED TO BRING MY DRESS TO THE DRY CLEANER!

Labels: loli, random

Went out yesterday with Joann and Joey! :D As usual, I keep forgetting the something important. :X Must make it a point to remember!!

We caught a pretty nice movie ... but I forgot the title. I love the dog though, and I will watch the movie again for the dog, not the cute guy! >P hehehe...

Went to Spotlight after the movie so I can look for knitting needles. :D They only have ugly colours for the size I want. :X I WANT PINK! Grrr... While we were there, they won't let me wear the overly dramatic feather boa around. :X FWAH! Hey! Imagine how many more blackmail pics you guys can get, CAN!?! *lol*

*ahem* Some time jumps now!

Anyway, before the movie, we went to Black Alice. Goal: to force Joey into a dress -- which she eventually did. :D She wore this Baby black JSK! So cute right?! And yes -- she looks good in it. Except... the girl didn't like the poof that much. :X

Sigh.

Joann tried Mother Goose -- the one I want! So, I'm going to save money for that, AND Hawase -- cos I really love Hawase, and it's a costly 409$! She also tried on this. So pretty right? :D

In the end, we left Black Alice with a ring for Joey and a headbow for Joann. I didn't buy anything (although Hawase is calling meeeeeeeeeeee!!!), so I looked around, and I found a perfect watch! :D That's right -- it's a pocket watch... something like what the White Rabbit in Alice in Wonderland is carrying. For 35$, I forked out... because it is pretty anyway, and most watches are going to cost me at least 80$ (cos I only buy Swatch!).

< random > And I think the waiter at Cafe Cartel must be thinking I am the most bimbotic girl in the world. I was sitting alone in the booth, arranging the table, trying Joann's bow, and being thoroughly vain. Then he came along and asked if I wanted to have my tea served.

My first word. "Huuuuuuh?" Yes. Not the short, "Huh?" but the long bimbotic one. And I think I gave the wide eye look too, CRAP. :X And then, he repeated his question, VERY SLOWLY. Sheesh.

Ok. I'm hard of hearing. BUT I IS NOT DUMB!!! Then again, no one in their right mind will wear a head bow like this:

< pic spammage >

Then we have the cute version:





I think it's so much nicer! :D < / pic spammage >

On another note, I found out that shooting stars are just space garbage! *SOBS* that means my wish won't come true! HAWASEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!... < / random >

Labels: baby, loli, photo, random, shooting star

Was at Nathan's place when I saw a shooting star with Naz and another girl.

I never thought I would see one. It just happened. A flash and then it was gone. I gazed in awe, and remembered the stories of people who died. And how each star belongs to a man. Yet, there was something magical about that moment too. And then somewhere inside, each of us made a small wish.

That moment lingered, and then it disappeared as more people came up.

Still, it was a lovely moment. I couldn't forget it.

Tonight is a special night. Not because of Nathan's invite to his place (he has a penthouse!!!!) but because of the moment that came. I can't forget it.

And somewhere, I pray, this will last.

The memory is mine, and mine alone. And no one can take away what matters the most. <3

Labels: random, shooting star

Something fairy tale for teaser. :D

Labels: baby, loli, photo, random

Now I know how it feels like to be traveling at 100km/h on the expressway!

The last time I rode pillion was like dunno how long ago, at only 60km/hr. Location was maybe 15 mins away only. Now imagine riding at 100km/hr from Jurong West to East Coast Park.

Anyway, I'm thinking of investing in a pair of skates... That is, if I'm going to keep up skating. Thanks Naz for teaching me... and falling with me! XDD

Labels: bike, random, skates

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