{Underneath the Stars.

about .

what started as a personal journal, eventually evolve to more than just.

sometimes i keep within this place, a daily record of events.
sometimes i keep here my muse.
sometimes with bouts of inspirations i write 10 entries.
sometimes i disappear for days at end.
here holds my deepest fears and little secrets.
here tells my story in my own words.
here i discover what it is like to be myself and truly alive,
and how i can speak my mind.
here i share with you, my triumphs and my pain.
here i allow you to see through my eyes,
and in that process share a part of my mind.

come discover the little things in life and breathe, and see how in our existence we forget to live.

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Thursday, June 22, 2006

.tears.

I can't stop crying deep inside.

I just feel so guilty.

Sometimes, I just wish that I can hide and just let things be. Maybe I would be less tired and all.

-; little lotte } @ 12:39 AM
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~~the superficial world.~~

.tears.

I can't stop crying deep inside.

I just feel so guilty.

Sometimes, I just wish that I can hide and just let things be. Maybe I would be less tired and all.

-; little lotte } @ 12:39 AM
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~~the superficial world.~~

Friday, June 16, 2006

.back.

Yeah. I've been lazy. I have been testing out Friendster blog, and seriously I think it sucks down to the core.

*hmph*

I find it utterly boring, although the classified rubbish was pretty cool (whatever classified rubbish was).

Been coughing non stop for like the last few days. Not recovering. I'm seriously thinking of doubling my intake of the cough medication if I don't get any better. I simply must get better by the coming week, or else I won't be able to get anything done. Of course, such a move will be done with discretion; I have zero intention of letting Lex know because it is most likely that he will finish me off before the medicine does when he knows what I'm up to.

*laughs*

I'm starting to go bonkers from the lack of sleep.

Of to bed - it's freaking 2 am now, and I shouldn't stay up any longer. I'll post abt this rather interesting article I read the other day in the morning.

*nods*