jus got home after watching 'The Passion'...
it is one of the most touching, painful and agonising movie i've ever watched... i've read abt Christ's pain and agony in the Bible many times before... but when i watched the movie, it is jus so different. everything jus hit me like a blow... it's like a kind of awakening inside me... as i watched the movie, it's almost as if i'm one of the witnesses of Christ's pain, agony, misery... i kept telling myself it's a movie but it feels so real... many times i broke down in the show.. it's jus so painful. painful to watch Him being scrouged, being beaten and torture... it's painful to hear the sounds and sickening to hear the jeers and the sadistic laughter of the romans... cruel ppl!... i never knew men are so evil and blinded by their own sins, guilt and high-handedness (even i m guilty of it!)... it's so hurting to see Mother Mary... imagine seeing her Beloved Son going thru all these pain bcos of our sins... i noe, as our Father watches Christ going thru his 'ordeal' (pardon my words... i'm jus so not gd with words, but i shall try...), he mus be feeling hurt, pain...
no Love is greater than God's Love for us, for even though we sinned against Him so many times, He still forgives us... i tink the most touching part of the story was when Christ prayed for them while on the Cross... the hardest thing for one to do is to say to someone who hurts us 'i forgive you' and Christ did... it's jus so great, so amazing...
i jus cant stop crying... i tink i spent a lot more time crying and shutting my eyes while grasping my rosary and praying... even though i tried hard to shut my eyes to the torturous and awful images and graphics, i couldn't shut out the sounds... neither can i shut out the picture of His pained, blood-stained face... i've never felt such emotions in my life and as i cried, i felt all my pain, my burden, my troubles being drained away... compare my burden to Christ's Cross and burden!... it's so much heavier and bigger! no man will wan to bear this burden but He willingly does it!... how much He mus hav loved uS!...
books can only describe to us His awful and terrible plight, pictures could show us a little more... i'm glad i caught the movie... it has changed me and helped me strengthen my faith.. i tink it's not by chance that this movie is given an M18 rating, neither is it by chance to today is a Fri (Sorrowful mystery, Rosary)...
Christ loves us - He died for us... and God loves us - when He gives us His Only Son, so that we can lived once more...
jus got home after watching 'The Passion'...
it is one of the most touching, painful and agonising movie i've ever watched... i've read abt Christ's pain and agony in the Bible many times before... but when i watched the movie, it is jus so different. everything jus hit me like a blow... it's like a kind of awakening inside me... as i watched the movie, it's almost as if i'm one of the witnesses of Christ's pain, agony, misery... i kept telling myself it's a movie but it feels so real... many times i broke down in the show.. it's jus so painful. painful to watch Him being scrouged, being beaten and torture... it's painful to hear the sounds and sickening to hear the jeers and the sadistic laughter of the romans... cruel ppl!... i never knew men are so evil and blinded by their own sins, guilt and high-handedness (even i m guilty of it!)... it's so hurting to see Mother Mary... imagine seeing her Beloved Son going thru all these pain bcos of our sins... i noe, as our Father watches Christ going thru his 'ordeal' (pardon my words... i'm jus so not gd with words, but i shall try...), he mus be feeling hurt, pain...
no Love is greater than God's Love for us, for even though we sinned against Him so many times, He still forgives us... i tink the most touching part of the story was when Christ prayed for them while on the Cross... the hardest thing for one to do is to say to someone who hurts us 'i forgive you' and Christ did... it's jus so great, so amazing...
i jus cant stop crying... i tink i spent a lot more time crying and shutting my eyes while grasping my rosary and praying... even though i tried hard to shut my eyes to the torturous and awful images and graphics, i couldn't shut out the sounds... neither can i shut out the picture of His pained, blood-stained face... i've never felt such emotions in my life and as i cried, i felt all my pain, my burden, my troubles being drained away... compare my burden to Christ's Cross and burden!... it's so much heavier and bigger! no man will wan to bear this burden but He willingly does it!... how much He mus hav loved uS!...
books can only describe to us His awful and terrible plight, pictures could show us a little more... i'm glad i caught the movie... it has changed me and helped me strengthen my faith.. i tink it's not by chance that this movie is given an M18 rating, neither is it by chance to today is a Fri (Sorrowful mystery, Rosary)...
Christ loves us - He died for us... and God loves us - when He gives us His Only Son, so that we can lived once more...
-; little lotte } @ 11:04 PM
the superficial world.
jus got home after watching 'The Passion'...
it is one of the most touching, painful and agonising movie i've ever watched... i've read abt Christ's pain and agony in the Bible many times before... but when i watched the movie, it is jus so different. everything jus hit me like a blow... it's like a kind of awakening inside me... as i watched the movie, it's almost as if i'm one of the witnesses of Christ's pain, agony, misery... i kept telling myself it's a movie but it feels so real... many times i broke down in the show.. it's jus so painful. painful to watch Him being scrouged, being beaten and torture... it's painful to hear the sounds and sickening to hear the jeers and the sadistic laughter of the romans... cruel ppl!... i never knew men are so evil and blinded by their own sins, guilt and high-handedness (even i m guilty of it!)... it's so hurting to see Mother Mary... imagine seeing her Beloved Son going thru all these pain bcos of our sins... i noe, as our Father watches Christ going thru his 'ordeal' (pardon my words... i'm jus so not gd with words, but i shall try...), he mus be feeling hurt, pain...
no Love is greater than God's Love for us, for even though we sinned against Him so many times, He still forgives us... i tink the most touching part of the story was when Christ prayed for them while on the Cross... the hardest thing for one to do is to say to someone who hurts us 'i forgive you' and Christ did... it's jus so great, so amazing...
i jus cant stop crying... i tink i spent a lot more time crying and shutting my eyes while grasping my rosary and praying... even though i tried hard to shut my eyes to the torturous and awful images and graphics, i couldn't shut out the sounds... neither can i shut out the picture of His pained, blood-stained face... i've never felt such emotions in my life and as i cried, i felt all my pain, my burden, my troubles being drained away... compare my burden to Christ's Cross and burden!... it's so much heavier and bigger! no man will wan to bear this burden but He willingly does it!... how much He mus hav loved uS!...
books can only describe to us His awful and terrible plight, pictures could show us a little more... i'm glad i caught the movie... it has changed me and helped me strengthen my faith.. i tink it's not by chance that this movie is given an M18 rating, neither is it by chance to today is a Fri (Sorrowful mystery, Rosary)...
Christ loves us - He died for us... and God loves us - when He gives us His Only Son, so that we can lived once more...
-; little lotte } @ 11:04 PM
the superficial world.
some sites:
>> www.ragnarokonline.com
>> www.animenation.com
>> www.ycvf.org
>> www.chuangyi.com.sg
>> groups.msn.com/drawinganime
>> groups.msn.com/miandmyself
-; little lotte } @ 11:18 AM
the superficial world.
some sites:
>> www.ragnarokonline.com
>> www.animenation.com
>> www.ycvf.org
>> www.chuangyi.com.sg
>> groups.msn.com/drawinganime
>> groups.msn.com/miandmyself
-; little lotte } @ 11:18 AM
the superficial world.
in the sch library again... somehow i always wind up here, checking my mail and things like that. :P ah well... i'm jus lazy >.<
the guy i like now is sitting in the canteen, probably enjoying his lovely lunch with his bunch of maniac frens though some of the guys are really nice. i wish i could jus go up to him and jus say hi, but soooooo shy!!... *^__^*... i'll be blushing like mad, i noe...
went to see mrs beh jus now... wanted to get some TGOST's notes from her but i dun tink it's nice to ask everything at the same time. i guess i shld jus look her up once a while to see wad she has to offer. met dee too.. told her abt the time for mr koh's consultation slots but i forgot abt the expectations... haiZ... mus catch her again.
nothing much happened today actually, except to sit ard and stone. guess i shld be tapping on my revision soon.
pS: i'm watching the passion tonight with jOanN!! looking forward to it and cant wait!!!
-; little lotte } @ 11:16 AM
the superficial world.
in the sch library again... somehow i always wind up here, checking my mail and things like that. :P ah well... i'm jus lazy >.<
the guy i like now is sitting in the canteen, probably enjoying his lovely lunch with his bunch of maniac frens though some of the guys are really nice. i wish i could jus go up to him and jus say hi, but soooooo shy!!... *^__^*... i'll be blushing like mad, i noe...
went to see mrs beh jus now... wanted to get some TGOST's notes from her but i dun tink it's nice to ask everything at the same time. i guess i shld jus look her up once a while to see wad she has to offer. met dee too.. told her abt the time for mr koh's consultation slots but i forgot abt the expectations... haiZ... mus catch her again.
nothing much happened today actually, except to sit ard and stone. guess i shld be tapping on my revision soon.
pS: i'm watching the passion tonight with jOanN!! looking forward to it and cant wait!!!
-; little lotte } @ 11:16 AM
the superficial world.
in the sch library again... somehow i always wind up here, checking my mail and things like that. :P ah well... i'm jus lazy >.<
the guy i like now is sitting in the canteen, probably enjoying his lovely lunch with his bunch of maniac frens though some of the guys are really nice. i wish i could jus go up to him and jus say hi, but soooooo shy!!... *^__^*... i'll be blushing like mad, i noe...
went to see mrs beh jus now... wanted to get some TGOST's notes from her but i dun tink it's nice to ask everything at the same time. i guess i shld jus look her up once a while to see wad she has to offer. met dee too.. told her abt the time for mr koh's consultation slots but i forgot abt the expectations... haiZ... mus catch her again.
nothing much happened today actually, except to sit ard and stone. guess i shld be tapping on my revision soon.
pS: i'm watching the passion tonight with jOanN!! looking forward to it and cant wait!!!
-; little lotte } @ 11:16 AM
the superficial world.
Thursday, April 1, 2004
back again...! :) had a very interesting lesson today during gothic lect... mr yeo went thru sexuality in gothic... it's so interesting and fancinating... i never realised that man is as much a victim as woman when it comes to sexuality and pornography cos all these things are deemed as social construct and societal norms, therefore, trapping the man as much as it traps the woman. i thot it's really cool that the vice of pornography can actually be exposed thru pornography itself... wOw!! talking abt subversion... *lol*... ok... this idea is a little chim for me as well... mayb i shld look for mr yeo...
i had a chat with mr koh abt my lit paper 8 too about the prose passage by Paul Monette... let me note down my reflections here...:
>>the entire narrative is very unsatisfying - it skims thru the lover's death very quickly in a couple of lines n dedicate almost half a page to the funeral. --> suggestive of the speaker's emotional state. male steorotype tends to be less feeling and emotional. suggestive that the speaker is not so concern abt the process of death but rather, his reflections and ideologies of death.
>>death to author --> very metaphysical. ref. to john donne, famous metaphysical and romantic poet. feels that death is a form of union and takes life to a more spiritual and a higher level. death is able to transcend all societal and cultural entrapments.
>>homosexuality --> not regconised. is condemned by the politicians. however, thru death, speaker feels as if he is free to love who he wans to love. death becomes a 'liberator'
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hmm... cant think much now... i gotta sit down one day with jessie or dee and discuss with them... mayb we can get even more insight.
rightO... @.@ gotta go now!!
-; little lotte } @ 9:47 PM
the superficial world.
back again...! :) had a very interesting lesson today during gothic lect... mr yeo went thru sexuality in gothic... it's so interesting and fancinating... i never realised that man is as much a victim as woman when it comes to sexuality and pornography cos all these things are deemed as social construct and societal norms, therefore, trapping the man as much as it traps the woman. i thot it's really cool that the vice of pornography can actually be exposed thru pornography itself... wOw!! talking abt subversion... *lol*... ok... this idea is a little chim for me as well... mayb i shld look for mr yeo...
i had a chat with mr koh abt my lit paper 8 too about the prose passage by Paul Monette... let me note down my reflections here...:
>>the entire narrative is very unsatisfying - it skims thru the lover's death very quickly in a couple of lines n dedicate almost half a page to the funeral. --> suggestive of the speaker's emotional state. male steorotype tends to be less feeling and emotional. suggestive that the speaker is not so concern abt the process of death but rather, his reflections and ideologies of death.
>>death to author --> very metaphysical. ref. to john donne, famous metaphysical and romantic poet. feels that death is a form of union and takes life to a more spiritual and a higher level. death is able to transcend all societal and cultural entrapments.
>>homosexuality --> not regconised. is condemned by the politicians. however, thru death, speaker feels as if he is free to love who he wans to love. death becomes a 'liberator'
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hmm... cant think much now... i gotta sit down one day with jessie or dee and discuss with them... mayb we can get even more insight.
rightO... @.@ gotta go now!!
-; little lotte } @ 9:47 PM
the superficial world.
back again...! :) had a very interesting lesson today during gothic lect... mr yeo went thru sexuality in gothic... it's so interesting and fancinating... i never realised that man is as much a victim as woman when it comes to sexuality and pornography cos all these things are deemed as social construct and societal norms, therefore, trapping the man as much as it traps the woman. i thot it's really cool that the vice of pornography can actually be exposed thru pornography itself... wOw!! talking abt subversion... *lol*... ok... this idea is a little chim for me as well... mayb i shld look for mr yeo...
i had a chat with mr koh abt my lit paper 8 too about the prose passage by Paul Monette... let me note down my reflections here...:
>>the entire narrative is very unsatisfying - it skims thru the lover's death very quickly in a couple of lines n dedicate almost half a page to the funeral. --> suggestive of the speaker's emotional state. male steorotype tends to be less feeling and emotional. suggestive that the speaker is not so concern abt the process of death but rather, his reflections and ideologies of death.
>>death to author --> very metaphysical. ref. to john donne, famous metaphysical and romantic poet. feels that death is a form of union and takes life to a more spiritual and a higher level. death is able to transcend all societal and cultural entrapments.
>>homosexuality --> not regconised. is condemned by the politicians. however, thru death, speaker feels as if he is free to love who he wans to love. death becomes a 'liberator'
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hmm... cant think much now... i gotta sit down one day with jessie or dee and discuss with them... mayb we can get even more insight.
rightO... @.@ gotta go now!!
-; little lotte } @ 9:47 PM
the superficial world.
i'm in the sch library now... nothing much to do... today is a fairly long day in sch but the irony is that, the day is long bcos of the hours i hav to spend (and waste) waiting for my next lessons... i've only GP, Lit lect and Econs, each lasting ard 1.5 hr... it's ridiculous why i shld waste so much time in sch. but i cant complain. i wun... cos here are ppl in the same boat as me...
hm... got back my gp today... not that bad... got a B3... it's better than i expected... it's my lang skills that pulled me down... i hav red lines across my papers bcos of expressions.. it stinks... :( but i'm happy to say that i bag a pretty gd mark for my application qns for compre... i've never done well in this section and i'm pleased to say i got 7 for this qns... this is to say it's almost full markS!! :P gotta thank my bros for that... they left this book on hacking and internet stuff lying ard and i happened to chance across it... it helps my struck a base for my arguments (thanks bros - love u guys...)
now that all these vibes of the common tests hav died down, i can take some time off to do things i've enjoyed... suchas reading and drawig :) i spent some time analysing stuff on card captor and FY... next stop: i'll be doing a general analysis on CLAMP's drawing and artistic antics... i'll probably do some research on greek myths and legends as well... and some romans plus medieval... i love this kind of stuff :) hopefully i can make use of drawing to earn some income :P that'll be nice, doing stuff u enjoy for work...
i'm going to play around with some ideas i've been harbouring for a while. i can never fully work out or fully developed these ideas and was always forced to shelf... partly due to my lack of lang and communication skills. i find it tough to tell a story in words... maybe art, manga and comics will be a gd way of letitng me express myself.. jus as music has done...
too long now... better go :) see u in the evening for more events :) *huGz*
-; little lotte } @ 10:14 AM
the superficial world.
i'm in the sch library now... nothing much to do... today is a fairly long day in sch but the irony is that, the day is long bcos of the hours i hav to spend (and waste) waiting for my next lessons... i've only GP, Lit lect and Econs, each lasting ard 1.5 hr... it's ridiculous why i shld waste so much time in sch. but i cant complain. i wun... cos here are ppl in the same boat as me...
hm... got back my gp today... not that bad... got a B3... it's better than i expected... it's my lang skills that pulled me down... i hav red lines across my papers bcos of expressions.. it stinks... :( but i'm happy to say that i bag a pretty gd mark for my application qns for compre... i've never done well in this section and i'm pleased to say i got 7 for this qns... this is to say it's almost full markS!! :P gotta thank my bros for that... they left this book on hacking and internet stuff lying ard and i happened to chance across it... it helps my struck a base for my arguments (thanks bros - love u guys...)
now that all these vibes of the common tests hav died down, i can take some time off to do things i've enjoyed... suchas reading and drawig :) i spent some time analysing stuff on card captor and FY... next stop: i'll be doing a general analysis on CLAMP's drawing and artistic antics... i'll probably do some research on greek myths and legends as well... and some romans plus medieval... i love this kind of stuff :) hopefully i can make use of drawing to earn some income :P that'll be nice, doing stuff u enjoy for work...
i'm going to play around with some ideas i've been harbouring for a while. i can never fully work out or fully developed these ideas and was always forced to shelf... partly due to my lack of lang and communication skills. i find it tough to tell a story in words... maybe art, manga and comics will be a gd way of letitng me express myself.. jus as music has done...
too long now... better go :) see u in the evening for more events :) *huGz*
-; little lotte } @ 10:14 AM
the superficial world.
i'm in the sch library now... nothing much to do... today is a fairly long day in sch but the irony is that, the day is long bcos of the hours i hav to spend (and waste) waiting for my next lessons... i've only GP, Lit lect and Econs, each lasting ard 1.5 hr... it's ridiculous why i shld waste so much time in sch. but i cant complain. i wun... cos here are ppl in the same boat as me...
hm... got back my gp today... not that bad... got a B3... it's better than i expected... it's my lang skills that pulled me down... i hav red lines across my papers bcos of expressions.. it stinks... :( but i'm happy to say that i bag a pretty gd mark for my application qns for compre... i've never done well in this section and i'm pleased to say i got 7 for this qns... this is to say it's almost full markS!! :P gotta thank my bros for that... they left this book on hacking and internet stuff lying ard and i happened to chance across it... it helps my struck a base for my arguments (thanks bros - love u guys...)
now that all these vibes of the common tests hav died down, i can take some time off to do things i've enjoyed... suchas reading and drawig :) i spent some time analysing stuff on card captor and FY... next stop: i'll be doing a general analysis on CLAMP's drawing and artistic antics... i'll probably do some research on greek myths and legends as well... and some romans plus medieval... i love this kind of stuff :) hopefully i can make use of drawing to earn some income :P that'll be nice, doing stuff u enjoy for work...
i'm going to play around with some ideas i've been harbouring for a while. i can never fully work out or fully developed these ideas and was always forced to shelf... partly due to my lack of lang and communication skills. i find it tough to tell a story in words... maybe art, manga and comics will be a gd way of letitng me express myself.. jus as music has done...
too long now... better go :) see u in the evening for more events :) *huGz*
-; little lotte } @ 10:14 AM
the superficial world.
