hmmm... short day today but was really shagged... :( didn't hav enuff sleep and the medication i took of my rash kicked in and i started to fall in some stupor as the day dragged on... in the end i had to go to the sick bay to lie down or risked fainting... the plus pt is i get to miss the rest of the lessons for today plus cca... :P
went with cherie to comic connection. the girl is NUTS!!! she bought like this whole series of manga containing 23 books, n that's in addition to a couple other mangas she picked off the shelves... i got myself 'fushigi yugi' bk 5 & 6. at the same time, i thot i'd try 'black cat' cos the title sounds kinda cool... :) it's not that bad but there're certain parts of the story i cant comprehend... but then again, it's really my chi... *lol*... cherie also recommended this series - 'Tsubasa'... i can only get the 2nd book onwards so i'll be hitting kino when i've enuff $$$... i find 'Tsubasa' quite interesting... not bad... it's some spin-off thingy from card captor and i love the picS!... CLAMP hav some pretty lovely pics i must say, though 'clamp sch detectives' n 'XXXholics' are such turn-offs... i'm thinking of getting 'chobits' or 'ragnarok'... :)
hmm... anyways, loads happen since tues... i must go slowly into details here...
we had AP tutorial yesterday with mr koh and we're supposed to get into grps for our AP presentation. i'm glad dionne is in the same lit class as me cos i've promised her we'll study together. so we thot we'd used the AP presentation we're supposed to do as part of our study grp. i've also invited her to join me, jessie, abigail and sam for gothic. :) i noe she will do well... :) she simply lacks confidence to express herself... cerinna cried in class... i hav this hunch she's not that popular in class and OC had put some sort of strain btw her and the class like me... she was upset that she hadn't a grp to work with... feel real sorry for her cos i noe how she feels... i was there too once... :(
econs was ok but i'm really worried now... it's my weakest subject and i've not been doing well since last yr. the worse part is that i seemed to hav developed some kind of mental block towards the subject... this is worrying cos i need to do well for this subject in order to get into a university and i'll not do well if my brain is going to block this subject out... i'm going to talk to jessie and see if she can help me now for my concepts and kit will be my best bet for essays...
this morning's gothic class, mr yeo went thru our essay qns... i tink i'm going to do the essays for him again... it's a little worrying cos i realised i'm really messed up. i noe my stuff but i dunno how to ans the essay qns... geeZ... sounds bad...
i got 57% for math... it's a C grade... cant ask for anything better since i didn't do much during the hols (memo: i need to learn TIME MANAGEMENT!!!)..
hmmm... short day today but was really shagged... :( didn't hav enuff sleep and the medication i took of my rash kicked in and i started to fall in some stupor as the day dragged on... in the end i had to go to the sick bay to lie down or risked fainting... the plus pt is i get to miss the rest of the lessons for today plus cca... :P
went with cherie to comic connection. the girl is NUTS!!! she bought like this whole series of manga containing 23 books, n that's in addition to a couple other mangas she picked off the shelves... i got myself 'fushigi yugi' bk 5 & 6. at the same time, i thot i'd try 'black cat' cos the title sounds kinda cool... :) it's not that bad but there're certain parts of the story i cant comprehend... but then again, it's really my chi... *lol*... cherie also recommended this series - 'Tsubasa'... i can only get the 2nd book onwards so i'll be hitting kino when i've enuff $$$... i find 'Tsubasa' quite interesting... not bad... it's some spin-off thingy from card captor and i love the picS!... CLAMP hav some pretty lovely pics i must say, though 'clamp sch detectives' n 'XXXholics' are such turn-offs... i'm thinking of getting 'chobits' or 'ragnarok'... :)
hmm... anyways, loads happen since tues... i must go slowly into details here...
we had AP tutorial yesterday with mr koh and we're supposed to get into grps for our AP presentation. i'm glad dionne is in the same lit class as me cos i've promised her we'll study together. so we thot we'd used the AP presentation we're supposed to do as part of our study grp. i've also invited her to join me, jessie, abigail and sam for gothic. :) i noe she will do well... :) she simply lacks confidence to express herself... cerinna cried in class... i hav this hunch she's not that popular in class and OC had put some sort of strain btw her and the class like me... she was upset that she hadn't a grp to work with... feel real sorry for her cos i noe how she feels... i was there too once... :(
econs was ok but i'm really worried now... it's my weakest subject and i've not been doing well since last yr. the worse part is that i seemed to hav developed some kind of mental block towards the subject... this is worrying cos i need to do well for this subject in order to get into a university and i'll not do well if my brain is going to block this subject out... i'm going to talk to jessie and see if she can help me now for my concepts and kit will be my best bet for essays...
this morning's gothic class, mr yeo went thru our essay qns... i tink i'm going to do the essays for him again... it's a little worrying cos i realised i'm really messed up. i noe my stuff but i dunno how to ans the essay qns... geeZ... sounds bad...
i got 57% for math... it's a C grade... cant ask for anything better since i didn't do much during the hols (memo: i need to learn TIME MANAGEMENT!!!)..
-; little lotte } @ 9:52 PM

the superficial world.
hmmm... short day today but was really shagged... :( didn't hav enuff sleep and the medication i took of my rash kicked in and i started to fall in some stupor as the day dragged on... in the end i had to go to the sick bay to lie down or risked fainting... the plus pt is i get to miss the rest of the lessons for today plus cca... :P
went with cherie to comic connection. the girl is NUTS!!! she bought like this whole series of manga containing 23 books, n that's in addition to a couple other mangas she picked off the shelves... i got myself 'fushigi yugi' bk 5 & 6. at the same time, i thot i'd try 'black cat' cos the title sounds kinda cool... :) it's not that bad but there're certain parts of the story i cant comprehend... but then again, it's really my chi... *lol*... cherie also recommended this series - 'Tsubasa'... i can only get the 2nd book onwards so i'll be hitting kino when i've enuff $$$... i find 'Tsubasa' quite interesting... not bad... it's some spin-off thingy from card captor and i love the picS!... CLAMP hav some pretty lovely pics i must say, though 'clamp sch detectives' n 'XXXholics' are such turn-offs... i'm thinking of getting 'chobits' or 'ragnarok'... :)
hmm... anyways, loads happen since tues... i must go slowly into details here...
we had AP tutorial yesterday with mr koh and we're supposed to get into grps for our AP presentation. i'm glad dionne is in the same lit class as me cos i've promised her we'll study together. so we thot we'd used the AP presentation we're supposed to do as part of our study grp. i've also invited her to join me, jessie, abigail and sam for gothic. :) i noe she will do well... :) she simply lacks confidence to express herself... cerinna cried in class... i hav this hunch she's not that popular in class and OC had put some sort of strain btw her and the class like me... she was upset that she hadn't a grp to work with... feel real sorry for her cos i noe how she feels... i was there too once... :(
econs was ok but i'm really worried now... it's my weakest subject and i've not been doing well since last yr. the worse part is that i seemed to hav developed some kind of mental block towards the subject... this is worrying cos i need to do well for this subject in order to get into a university and i'll not do well if my brain is going to block this subject out... i'm going to talk to jessie and see if she can help me now for my concepts and kit will be my best bet for essays...
this morning's gothic class, mr yeo went thru our essay qns... i tink i'm going to do the essays for him again... it's a little worrying cos i realised i'm really messed up. i noe my stuff but i dunno how to ans the essay qns... geeZ... sounds bad...
i got 57% for math... it's a C grade... cant ask for anything better since i didn't do much during the hols (memo: i need to learn TIME MANAGEMENT!!!)..
-; little lotte } @ 9:52 PM

the superficial world.
Tuesday, March 30, 2004
pls visit: www.phatmass.com and www.virtualrosary.org ... help pray for the ppl and agst abortions...
-; little lotte } @ 12:36 PM

the superficial world.
pls visit: www.phatmass.com and www.virtualrosary.org ... help pray for the ppl and agst abortions...
-; little lotte } @ 12:36 PM

the superficial world.
pls visit: www.phatmass.com and www.virtualrosary.org ... help pray for the ppl and agst abortions...
-; little lotte } @ 12:36 PM

the superficial world.
now in sch... i bit bored cos i hav so much free time... jessie and me sat down jus now to calculate how much time free time i hav in sch for the wk and my free slots add up to 10 hours!... 10 HOURS!!!... gdness... how much i can do in with that time..
i'll be making a consultation slot with mr yeo for my gothic review on tues ard this time =) that's when both of us are free and we can really sit down for 1 hr plus and debate with no interruptions.
i sat down with maybel and the rest of the class today for a while to chat and lunch... a little tense but i hope things will change soon enuff... i'm determined to give everything a fresh start now that the first big strain in over... at the same time, i hope that by spending time with them, i can overcome my fear of space and ppl... it's sickening cos i hate the stupid drowning and suffocating feeling...
went to see a doc too... hope i can be cured of my skin allegies and that my MC can be extended... lol *eViL gRinZ*... man... i'm jus so lazy...
i got a mail from grace a few days ago on abortion... the pics are still etched in my mind... it's so terrifying... i'm also recieving a lot of mail from your catholic voice org about abortion... hmmm... wish to 'holocaust' will stop... it's really morbid, it's sick and it's cruel... i'll jus feel so sad for the babies that die... so poor thingS!!! :( *soBz*...
pS: neopets id: ph0e_jess... add me k... :) i jus started playing n i'm gonna be big if i can keep up with it!
-; little lotte } @ 12:24 PM

the superficial world.
now in sch... i bit bored cos i hav so much free time... jessie and me sat down jus now to calculate how much time free time i hav in sch for the wk and my free slots add up to 10 hours!... 10 HOURS!!!... gdness... how much i can do in with that time..
i'll be making a consultation slot with mr yeo for my gothic review on tues ard this time =) that's when both of us are free and we can really sit down for 1 hr plus and debate with no interruptions.
i sat down with maybel and the rest of the class today for a while to chat and lunch... a little tense but i hope things will change soon enuff... i'm determined to give everything a fresh start now that the first big strain in over... at the same time, i hope that by spending time with them, i can overcome my fear of space and ppl... it's sickening cos i hate the stupid drowning and suffocating feeling...
went to see a doc too... hope i can be cured of my skin allegies and that my MC can be extended... lol *eViL gRinZ*... man... i'm jus so lazy...
i got a mail from grace a few days ago on abortion... the pics are still etched in my mind... it's so terrifying... i'm also recieving a lot of mail from your catholic voice org about abortion... hmmm... wish to 'holocaust' will stop... it's really morbid, it's sick and it's cruel... i'll jus feel so sad for the babies that die... so poor thingS!!! :( *soBz*...
pS: neopets id: ph0e_jess... add me k... :) i jus started playing n i'm gonna be big if i can keep up with it!
-; little lotte } @ 12:24 PM

the superficial world.
now in sch... i bit bored cos i hav so much free time... jessie and me sat down jus now to calculate how much time free time i hav in sch for the wk and my free slots add up to 10 hours!... 10 HOURS!!!... gdness... how much i can do in with that time..
i'll be making a consultation slot with mr yeo for my gothic review on tues ard this time =) that's when both of us are free and we can really sit down for 1 hr plus and debate with no interruptions.
i sat down with maybel and the rest of the class today for a while to chat and lunch... a little tense but i hope things will change soon enuff... i'm determined to give everything a fresh start now that the first big strain in over... at the same time, i hope that by spending time with them, i can overcome my fear of space and ppl... it's sickening cos i hate the stupid drowning and suffocating feeling...
went to see a doc too... hope i can be cured of my skin allegies and that my MC can be extended... lol *eViL gRinZ*... man... i'm jus so lazy...
i got a mail from grace a few days ago on abortion... the pics are still etched in my mind... it's so terrifying... i'm also recieving a lot of mail from your catholic voice org about abortion... hmmm... wish to 'holocaust' will stop... it's really morbid, it's sick and it's cruel... i'll jus feel so sad for the babies that die... so poor thingS!!! :( *soBz*...
pS: neopets id: ph0e_jess... add me k... :) i jus started playing n i'm gonna be big if i can keep up with it!
-; little lotte } @ 12:24 PM

the superficial world.
Sunday, March 28, 2004
tried to rest today but no avail... loads on my mind... :( couldn't put down some things... and sch is one such thing... so much stuff to do, and a lvl looks a lot earlier from the other side, ie after the march common test. but i'm looking forward to sch - there's this lit consultation with jessie and mr yeo, the study group with dee, eve, bel and kit, and finally, the movie with joann on fri :) cant wait... *smiLeZ*... i really miss our dear girl man!!
i'll pass kit her second bday pres tml.. hope bel has a chance to see it as well. :)
-; little lotte } @ 9:56 PM

the superficial world.
tried to rest today but no avail... loads on my mind... :( couldn't put down some things... and sch is one such thing... so much stuff to do, and a lvl looks a lot earlier from the other side, ie after the march common test. but i'm looking forward to sch - there's this lit consultation with jessie and mr yeo, the study group with dee, eve, bel and kit, and finally, the movie with joann on fri :) cant wait... *smiLeZ*... i really miss our dear girl man!!
i'll pass kit her second bday pres tml.. hope bel has a chance to see it as well. :)
-; little lotte } @ 9:56 PM

the superficial world.
tried to rest today but no avail... loads on my mind... :( couldn't put down some things... and sch is one such thing... so much stuff to do, and a lvl looks a lot earlier from the other side, ie after the march common test. but i'm looking forward to sch - there's this lit consultation with jessie and mr yeo, the study group with dee, eve, bel and kit, and finally, the movie with joann on fri :) cant wait... *smiLeZ*... i really miss our dear girl man!!
i'll pass kit her second bday pres tml.. hope bel has a chance to see it as well. :)
-; little lotte } @ 9:56 PM

the superficial world.
Friday, March 26, 2004
end of common tests :) - which means i get to hav a gd rest tonight. tml i shall start cracking on cleaning up my stuff and start work on my tutorial for complex nos... :) it's been a while since i touched this topic... hope i'm not rusty :) *lol*...
today's paper is quite ok, cos i finally hav stuff to write... even the length of my essays impress me... i've never gotten past 1 sheet of papers, both sides, with minute handwritting... mus be a record... of course i'm not sure abt my contents... to me, they are gd enough though i mus admit i left out one or two impt pts but on the whole i'm pleased... :P i hope my stuff are gd enough for my yeo and whoever else is marking...
econs turned out pretty well too though i mus say i've not put in much effort :(... hopefully i can scrape a pass... i'll be more than happy.. i'll be elated! *gRinZ*
i left my sketch book in sch... :( that means no drawing inside for the next few days *soBs*... but i'll pull around some paper together and get some stuff out... hopefully something gd... anyway, ciao
-; little lotte } @ 8:19 PM

the superficial world.
end of common tests :) - which means i get to hav a gd rest tonight. tml i shall start cracking on cleaning up my stuff and start work on my tutorial for complex nos... :) it's been a while since i touched this topic... hope i'm not rusty :) *lol*...
today's paper is quite ok, cos i finally hav stuff to write... even the length of my essays impress me... i've never gotten past 1 sheet of papers, both sides, with minute handwritting... mus be a record... of course i'm not sure abt my contents... to me, they are gd enough though i mus admit i left out one or two impt pts but on the whole i'm pleased... :P i hope my stuff are gd enough for my yeo and whoever else is marking...
econs turned out pretty well too though i mus say i've not put in much effort :(... hopefully i can scrape a pass... i'll be more than happy.. i'll be elated! *gRinZ*
i left my sketch book in sch... :( that means no drawing inside for the next few days *soBs*... but i'll pull around some paper together and get some stuff out... hopefully something gd... anyway, ciao
-; little lotte } @ 8:19 PM

the superficial world.
end of common tests :) - which means i get to hav a gd rest tonight. tml i shall start cracking on cleaning up my stuff and start work on my tutorial for complex nos... :) it's been a while since i touched this topic... hope i'm not rusty :) *lol*...
today's paper is quite ok, cos i finally hav stuff to write... even the length of my essays impress me... i've never gotten past 1 sheet of papers, both sides, with minute handwritting... mus be a record... of course i'm not sure abt my contents... to me, they are gd enough though i mus admit i left out one or two impt pts but on the whole i'm pleased... :P i hope my stuff are gd enough for my yeo and whoever else is marking...
econs turned out pretty well too though i mus say i've not put in much effort :(... hopefully i can scrape a pass... i'll be more than happy.. i'll be elated! *gRinZ*
i left my sketch book in sch... :( that means no drawing inside for the next few days *soBs*... but i'll pull around some paper together and get some stuff out... hopefully something gd... anyway, ciao
-; little lotte } @ 8:19 PM

the superficial world.
Thursday, March 25, 2004
i'm going to sit for my econs mcq and drq paper in like another 12 hrs or so... not looking forward to it cos i've been dreading econs more than anything else... but i shall not complain cos it's going to end soon... :)
i'll hav to tell kit i cant hav dinner with her tml night cos of some family stuff... hope she will understand... :( i feel so awful i cant celebrate her b-day with her!!! *soBs*... hope my present plus a belated celebration will make things up for her...
tml is the last day of my papers... it means i'm free to fly where i wan to... ok not quite but i look forward to a break from studying this wkend :)
more later, gotta hit me gothic notes.
pS: check out szeting's drawings... link above... or try msn.groups.com/miandmyself :)
-; little lotte } @ 9:03 PM

the superficial world.
i'm going to sit for my econs mcq and drq paper in like another 12 hrs or so... not looking forward to it cos i've been dreading econs more than anything else... but i shall not complain cos it's going to end soon... :)
i'll hav to tell kit i cant hav dinner with her tml night cos of some family stuff... hope she will understand... :( i feel so awful i cant celebrate her b-day with her!!! *soBs*... hope my present plus a belated celebration will make things up for her...
tml is the last day of my papers... it means i'm free to fly where i wan to... ok not quite but i look forward to a break from studying this wkend :)
more later, gotta hit me gothic notes.
pS: check out szeting's drawings... link above... or try msn.groups.com/miandmyself :)
-; little lotte } @ 9:03 PM

the superficial world.
i'm going to sit for my econs mcq and drq paper in like another 12 hrs or so... not looking forward to it cos i've been dreading econs more than anything else... but i shall not complain cos it's going to end soon... :)
i'll hav to tell kit i cant hav dinner with her tml night cos of some family stuff... hope she will understand... :( i feel so awful i cant celebrate her b-day with her!!! *soBs*... hope my present plus a belated celebration will make things up for her...
tml is the last day of my papers... it means i'm free to fly where i wan to... ok not quite but i look forward to a break from studying this wkend :)
more later, gotta hit me gothic notes.
pS: check out szeting's drawings... link above... or try msn.groups.com/miandmyself :)
-; little lotte } @ 9:03 PM

the superficial world.
Wednesday, March 24, 2004
joann told me she'd gotten the tix for me to watch 'The Passion'... can't wait :)!!!
right now i'm cramming for my econs (diputs paper *lol* read btw the lines) mcq and drq... hope i can pass, though i think my chances of passing is as gd as the skies raining gold... hAha...
went round asking for my old schmates and classmates email... hope i can add all of them to my msn list... lost contact with all of them when i lost my phone 3 yrs back... real dumb... damages like that can last so long (mem. mus not be careless!!!)...
i'm going to save up my $$$ so i hav enough to buy the books and stuff i wan... spend a little time at kino this evening. nearly drooled over the templates, pens, books and stuff... i'm going to check with szeting if she is out of pens and drawing materials.. then mayb head down with her after my tests :)... that is if she is free... she is so gd at drawing [check out her pics on link above or at groups.msn.com/miandmyself] ... i stink as compared to her :) i haven't figure out how to use felt tips and fountain pens to line my drawings yet and i still hav probs using photoshop to colour my drawings... haiz... i hope i can work it out soon... then i can try to get a sizeable income by drawing...
but before i hit that path, i shall get a scanner and a webpage and stick all my pics on for ppl to comment... :) critical works... hopefully it will get me somewhere... *biG gRinZ*...
anyway, i'd better hit my books now... ~cheerS!!
-; little lotte } @ 8:36 PM

the superficial world.
joann told me she'd gotten the tix for me to watch 'The Passion'... can't wait :)!!!
right now i'm cramming for my econs (diputs paper *lol* read btw the lines) mcq and drq... hope i can pass, though i think my chances of passing is as gd as the skies raining gold... hAha...
went round asking for my old schmates and classmates email... hope i can add all of them to my msn list... lost contact with all of them when i lost my phone 3 yrs back... real dumb... damages like that can last so long (mem. mus not be careless!!!)...
i'm going to save up my $$$ so i hav enough to buy the books and stuff i wan... spend a little time at kino this evening. nearly drooled over the templates, pens, books and stuff... i'm going to check with szeting if she is out of pens and drawing materials.. then mayb head down with her after my tests :)... that is if she is free... she is so gd at drawing [check out her pics on link above or at groups.msn.com/miandmyself] ... i stink as compared to her :) i haven't figure out how to use felt tips and fountain pens to line my drawings yet and i still hav probs using photoshop to colour my drawings... haiz... i hope i can work it out soon... then i can try to get a sizeable income by drawing...
but before i hit that path, i shall get a scanner and a webpage and stick all my pics on for ppl to comment... :) critical works... hopefully it will get me somewhere... *biG gRinZ*...
anyway, i'd better hit my books now... ~cheerS!!
-; little lotte } @ 8:36 PM

the superficial world.
joann told me she'd gotten the tix for me to watch 'The Passion'... can't wait :)!!!
right now i'm cramming for my econs (diputs paper *lol* read btw the lines) mcq and drq... hope i can pass, though i think my chances of passing is as gd as the skies raining gold... hAha...
went round asking for my old schmates and classmates email... hope i can add all of them to my msn list... lost contact with all of them when i lost my phone 3 yrs back... real dumb... damages like that can last so long (mem. mus not be careless!!!)...
i'm going to save up my $$$ so i hav enough to buy the books and stuff i wan... spend a little time at kino this evening. nearly drooled over the templates, pens, books and stuff... i'm going to check with szeting if she is out of pens and drawing materials.. then mayb head down with her after my tests :)... that is if she is free... she is so gd at drawing [check out her pics on link above or at groups.msn.com/miandmyself] ... i stink as compared to her :) i haven't figure out how to use felt tips and fountain pens to line my drawings yet and i still hav probs using photoshop to colour my drawings... haiz... i hope i can work it out soon... then i can try to get a sizeable income by drawing...
but before i hit that path, i shall get a scanner and a webpage and stick all my pics on for ppl to comment... :) critical works... hopefully it will get me somewhere... *biG gRinZ*...
anyway, i'd better hit my books now... ~cheerS!!
-; little lotte } @ 8:36 PM

the superficial world.
Tuesday, March 23, 2004
was jus reading thru kit's notes on boey kim cheng's poem... she's gd. i mus find more time to study with her.
the movie ratings in singapore has also been changed :) this is gd news - it means i can watch 'The Passion of Christ' :) yipEE!!
out now. more later tonight!
-; little lotte } @ 9:46 AM

the superficial world.
was jus reading thru kit's notes on boey kim cheng's poem... she's gd. i mus find more time to study with her.
the movie ratings in singapore has also been changed :) this is gd news - it means i can watch 'The Passion of Christ' :) yipEE!!
out now. more later tonight!
-; little lotte } @ 9:46 AM

the superficial world.
was jus reading thru kit's notes on boey kim cheng's poem... she's gd. i mus find more time to study with her.
the movie ratings in singapore has also been changed :) this is gd news - it means i can watch 'The Passion of Christ' :) yipEE!!
out now. more later tonight!
-; little lotte } @ 9:46 AM

the superficial world.
Monday, March 22, 2004
monday - start of wk, start of common tests (sorry if i've been whining non stop abt the common tests... i know it eggs ppl when others grumble and complain but i can't help it bcos it is something rather impt in my life at this pt in time... )... haiz...
today is my math paper... despite putting in a fair bit of effort, i must say i'm a little disappointed with myself. not bcos i'm 'under-performing' by mr. tan's std but rather, i know i have not been putting in the full 100% effort i've promised myself... sigh... ah... oh well, it's no use crying over spilt milk now... i can only hope that my performance, though mediocre as it is, will not cause me any more damages... i guess i can kiss my A gdbye now... don't even think i'll get a B... sigh...
tml is my lit paper 5 & 8... i'm now doing some reading up on boey kim cheng's poems and some notes on travel writing and existentialism... :P hope it will help me... as for r&g, i guess i'll be depending on mr woolhead's notes on hamlet and the few miserable readings i managed to acquire... not much but i hope to at least secure a C for lit...
well... gotta go now... still hav a bit to go before 10.
-; little lotte } @ 9:22 PM

the superficial world.
monday - start of wk, start of common tests (sorry if i've been whining non stop abt the common tests... i know it eggs ppl when others grumble and complain but i can't help it bcos it is something rather impt in my life at this pt in time... )... haiz...
today is my math paper... despite putting in a fair bit of effort, i must say i'm a little disappointed with myself. not bcos i'm 'under-performing' by mr. tan's std but rather, i know i have not been putting in the full 100% effort i've promised myself... sigh... ah... oh well, it's no use crying over spilt milk now... i can only hope that my performance, though mediocre as it is, will not cause me any more damages... i guess i can kiss my A gdbye now... don't even think i'll get a B... sigh...
tml is my lit paper 5 & 8... i'm now doing some reading up on boey kim cheng's poems and some notes on travel writing and existentialism... :P hope it will help me... as for r&g, i guess i'll be depending on mr woolhead's notes on hamlet and the few miserable readings i managed to acquire... not much but i hope to at least secure a C for lit...
well... gotta go now... still hav a bit to go before 10.
-; little lotte } @ 9:22 PM

the superficial world.
monday - start of wk, start of common tests (sorry if i've been whining non stop abt the common tests... i know it eggs ppl when others grumble and complain but i can't help it bcos it is something rather impt in my life at this pt in time... )... haiz...
today is my math paper... despite putting in a fair bit of effort, i must say i'm a little disappointed with myself. not bcos i'm 'under-performing' by mr. tan's std but rather, i know i have not been putting in the full 100% effort i've promised myself... sigh... ah... oh well, it's no use crying over spilt milk now... i can only hope that my performance, though mediocre as it is, will not cause me any more damages... i guess i can kiss my A gdbye now... don't even think i'll get a B... sigh...
tml is my lit paper 5 & 8... i'm now doing some reading up on boey kim cheng's poems and some notes on travel writing and existentialism... :P hope it will help me... as for r&g, i guess i'll be depending on mr woolhead's notes on hamlet and the few miserable readings i managed to acquire... not much but i hope to at least secure a C for lit...
well... gotta go now... still hav a bit to go before 10.
-; little lotte } @ 9:22 PM

the superficial world.
here i am in front of my notebook, lying on my bed... trying to cram for my tests and thinking of what to put in my blog... *lol*... bet if anyone comes in, i'll be like so dead but until that happens, i shall not worry :P
not much stuff happening today... just a lot of math, math and more math... i think i just got brain cramp from studying so much... but i can't escape the realities of this world, much as i want to. i can only try to survive in this paper chase, and use whatever that's left of my time to do what i love most.
anyway, i did a bit of research on inflation and interest rate today (since my bros are complaining abt the rising inflation rate in Neopets and my notes are like so freaking empty... ) i was simply amazed by the complexities of economics... it's not as simple as graphs and concepts. it is abt survival in this growing world... in fact most of the time when we compare prices or look as some catelogues for stuff, we are applying the simply skills of economics... :) i never thought a game like Neopets, or even something like the Sims will require economics... ah... maybe i can use this as an excuse to have the playstation out again... *lol*... but i don't think my mom will buy it!
i've finally completed my first step to building and personalising this blog. next step: i'm going to work out howi'm to place pictures on it... it's getting rather boring and even plain... :( and my frens' blogs are looking real gd...
right, i've gotta go now... need to get my sleep cos i have a big paper tml afternoon. :)
-; little lotte } @ 1:39 PM

the superficial world.
here i am in front of my notebook, lying on my bed... trying to cram for my tests and thinking of what to put in my blog... *lol*... bet if anyone comes in, i'll be like so dead but until that happens, i shall not worry :P
not much stuff happening today... just a lot of math, math and more math... i think i just got brain cramp from studying so much... but i can't escape the realities of this world, much as i want to. i can only try to survive in this paper chase, and use whatever that's left of my time to do what i love most.
anyway, i did a bit of research on inflation and interest rate today (since my bros are complaining abt the rising inflation rate in Neopets and my notes are like so freaking empty... ) i was simply amazed by the complexities of economics... it's not as simple as graphs and concepts. it is abt survival in this growing world... in fact most of the time when we compare prices or look as some catelogues for stuff, we are applying the simply skills of economics... :) i never thought a game like Neopets, or even something like the Sims will require economics... ah... maybe i can use this as an excuse to have the playstation out again... *lol*... but i don't think my mom will buy it!
i've finally completed my first step to building and personalising this blog. next step: i'm going to work out howi'm to place pictures on it... it's getting rather boring and even plain... :( and my frens' blogs are looking real gd...
right, i've gotta go now... need to get my sleep cos i have a big paper tml afternoon. :)
-; little lotte } @ 1:39 PM

the superficial world.
here i am in front of my notebook, lying on my bed... trying to cram for my tests and thinking of what to put in my blog... *lol*... bet if anyone comes in, i'll be like so dead but until that happens, i shall not worry :P
not much stuff happening today... just a lot of math, math and more math... i think i just got brain cramp from studying so much... but i can't escape the realities of this world, much as i want to. i can only try to survive in this paper chase, and use whatever that's left of my time to do what i love most.
anyway, i did a bit of research on inflation and interest rate today (since my bros are complaining abt the rising inflation rate in Neopets and my notes are like so freaking empty... ) i was simply amazed by the complexities of economics... it's not as simple as graphs and concepts. it is abt survival in this growing world... in fact most of the time when we compare prices or look as some catelogues for stuff, we are applying the simply skills of economics... :) i never thought a game like Neopets, or even something like the Sims will require economics... ah... maybe i can use this as an excuse to have the playstation out again... *lol*... but i don't think my mom will buy it!
i've finally completed my first step to building and personalising this blog. next step: i'm going to work out howi'm to place pictures on it... it's getting rather boring and even plain... :( and my frens' blogs are looking real gd...
right, i've gotta go now... need to get my sleep cos i have a big paper tml afternoon. :)
-; little lotte } @ 1:39 PM

the superficial world.
Saturday, March 20, 2004
i'm working on a layout for this blog now... but for some reasons, they wun come out the way i wan... i guess i can only wait for now cos i still hav stuff to worry...
didn't get much done today... :( a real pity...
-; little lotte } @ 7:55 PM

the superficial world.
i'm working on a layout for this blog now... but for some reasons, they wun come out the way i wan... i guess i can only wait for now cos i still hav stuff to worry...
didn't get much done today... :( a real pity...
-; little lotte } @ 7:55 PM

the superficial world.
i'm working on a layout for this blog now... but for some reasons, they wun come out the way i wan... i guess i can only wait for now cos i still hav stuff to worry...
didn't get much done today... :( a real pity...
-; little lotte } @ 7:55 PM

the superficial world.
this shall be my permanent blog/ diary... all info on ph0e.diaryland.com shall still remain but i will link all my stuff here :)
-; little lotte } @ 2:11 PM

the superficial world.
this shall be my permanent blog/ diary... all info on ph0e.diaryland.com shall still remain but i will link all my stuff here :)
-; little lotte } @ 2:11 PM

the superficial world.
this shall be my permanent blog/ diary... all info on ph0e.diaryland.com shall still remain but i will link all my stuff here :)
-; little lotte } @ 2:11 PM

the superficial world.